So much for my happy ending.
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 11:21 PM
new yr...... new yr n valentine's day jz passed...hw's ur new yr n vday??well....tis yr'1 new yr is the worse 4 me....sooooooooooo much drama...i jz hate it man...i mean...hu cries on new yr??it's suppose 2 b happy bt i guess it was the other way round 4 me...well...nt gonna say wat happen...bt tat aint jz the reason y tis new yr s***s...well....tis yr no popiah,no pao,den my cousins from kl oni came bc ON NEWS DAY nt new yrs eve...so dey missed the steamboat...n my nephews*which are older than me*from spore went bc on the sec day...i gamble first day win 75,den dey ate my money so i oni hv 50 left,n the other time i gamble i lost a lt...y??cz manatau tat guy count me double...walao....all my money gone la...somemore my fei sok was like,hardly at home n we din go redbox....there wasnt enough food n soup 4 me end up i ate porridge,there wasnt enough box drinks,oni BEER....which my dad dun really wan me drinkin...haiz...n my cousin from kl sleepover at my room...oklo...prob is...tis yr suprisingly her sis oso slp my room...nvm...jz dat it's a bt hard 4 me 2 talk 2 my cousin when she's thr...n we cant go out of the room n a lt la...haiz....oni th gud happen was tat i went pragin watch movie ONCE den ate at sushi king...end of story...bt at least i had some fun v my cousins^^owh ya n mybro went bc NS somemore...haizXP...somehw i feel i m crazy...totally insane nw Love, Jess. |
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Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 5:06 AM
well.... i'm glad th are okok nw...bt....jz 2 reply u smth....erm....nt dat i wan talk rude...jz dat i gt evry peik cheik everytime i talk on the phone n if my mom c,the first th is ask me close phone....so...of cz i gt mad....n....i hv 2 debate 2 go qb.....nt exaclt argue la...jz like....debate....kindda sorta....n....i dunnola stil gt lts of stuff in ur blog which i wan reply u bt i dun wan cause arguement anymore so i jz wan tel u tis 2 cn d....the rest jz try 4gt....unless u wan me say den i tel u LIVE XP Love, Jess. |
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Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 4:14 AM
okayyyyyy tis is gettin very complicated k??i noe hw u feel...mayb nt fully....bt at least a bt....u oso dun gt hw i feel k??i dunwanna hurt u or wat n i do sooo much 2 chg 2 the "perfect" fren u wan me 2 b...i try sooo hard bt u dunno rite??jz....haiz....u jz dun gt it....n jz....dun talk big anymore ok???u jz wont gt it.....cz u never cared n love me as i did so u wont gt it....jz bcz u dun c it doesnt mean it aint true....n at least i gt sacrifice n thk of u in almost every situation...u leh??shit la as if u did...dunwanna say hu bt u noe hu u r....i oso dunwan it 2 b like dis bt u brought the topic up first...sry 2 say dis bt i cant always do everyth 4 u....u hv 2 b in it as well....haiz..... Love, Jess. |
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 2:22 AM
owhkayyyyy erm....well...i din noe hw long i would update my blog again bt tis aint tat long rite???XP....well...i'm glad ME N U r alrite againXP...anw....i...erm...kindda sorta join gendang...every1 was shocked i noe....bt...i really dun wan guides anymore...the reason i even join guides last time was cz i LOVE camps...too bad SOME1 hu likes 2 KEH GAO canceled all the camps except for 2 camps....camporee n FTC....k fine i noe if i'm nt guides i cant join FTC anymore....bt at least i cn go camporee^^n somemore i dunwan dp pra pelantikan...or hweva u spell it....i HATE it...i cno point in doin it man...waste of time n strength...n somemore i always HATED horse shoe...man....make me roasted babi oni...so yea i always go gendang nw n i feel its more fun thr...more relax n i dun hv 2 be bbq....so zhong hern was like"HUH?????!!!!" when he saw me bt i jz told him i dunwan join guides ma...den he said ok u wait awhile....bt he din gt bc 2 me...so i'm oni halfway in....bt...i thk i wan gv up on guides la...i dun feel its fun anymore....no more campzT^T...bt i feel sry 2 all my guides frenz cz i cant join dem.....bt....i oso dunno la....bt...i'm sry if u feel i dun gv surpport....its jz dat i dun thk i cn enjoy it like b4 anymore...anw...i wan do my other stuff le....com gettin lagXP...bb Love, Jess. |
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Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 12:18 AM
hehe....it's been long rite?? well.....i din post in a LONG time cz nw i'm freakin bz....well....kindda....anw....my mom oni gives me 1 hr on9 everydayT^T....1 hr nia?????sadT^T....bt better than last yr la oni everyweek....bt nw gt limit even worse la...=.=....anw....i've been quite satisfied in my class except there's 2 teachers tat are givin me probz.....haiz....even argued.....din hv a choice i guess....she jz DUN MAKE SENSE!!!!i oso din wanna argue bt she was too OVER tis time....i used 2 argue v her a lt last yr bt no 1 shouted at any1 bt tis yr i tried 2 b patient for 18 dayz bt stil beh tahan.....well...tis yr was LOUD lo....bt nth much la.....really FREAKIN mad dat day....anw....hols jz went qb din really go anywhr...bt i had fun i guess...n i went campz n stuff....LOVE tc2 bt sadly last 1 last yrT^T....wish stil hv....anw...hw's every1??i jz gt soo lz 2 update my blog....SRY!!n i kindda hv a prob abt me n my BEST FREN nw.....jz a short note 2 her....i mean...it was meant 2 b shortXP _-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-I'm sry if i annoyed u....i'm sry if u thk dat i oni thk abt me n some1 else oni....bt i thk of u sooooo much u wouldnt noe...cz u dun...bt nvm...rite nw alli wanna do is reply wat u wrote in UR BLOG....i'm NOT being a baby i jz nid some1 2 b by my side n i noe u're nt my mom bt i love u TAT MUCH n i always do TAT cz i love u soooooooooooooooooo much!!bt if u dunwan me 2 do it den fine....i cn hug YEE HUNG oso....bt....it jz dun feel the same nt huggin u cz i used 2 do dat EVERYDAY...n i dun act as if some1 died....it jz feels dat way jz u wont noe my hurt cz u're nt in it i jz wanted u 2 noe cz i treat u as my BEST FREN so i tel u everyth...n i dun always wan th my way...if i did i'm sry i din realize i jz wan th 2 go my way for once n nt b lead out by other ppl n i dun act like a tb i jz dun wan dem 2 thk i'm tat EASY 2 be bullied tats y i had 2 act tat way n it's nt i dun listen 2 ur advice it's jz dat mayb i cant do it or it's jz too hard 4 me cz i may seem strong bt i'm VERY WEAK n i nt ALL ur advice oso din follow....i gt listen 2 some oso n of cz i hv 2 take it serious u wouldnt noe y bt i'm nt u...u may nt take it dat serious bt i'm NOT u so i cant do dat....i hv 2....cz i REALLY love being serious n nt dat i wan b les fren jz dat the way i show i love u makes it look like les....oklo....n nt abt a bt cry it's cz i hv sooo much hurt inside it reminds me n make me cry.....i bet u din noe dat....n u say i dun understand bt u din even share hw 2 understand??n i hv a lt of frenz prob tats y i treasure u tat much...dats y i might go over bt its jz cz i love u a lt k??n its nt i wan help u settle its jz dat i cant bear 2 c u dat way dats y i do it n i noe u aint a sissy....u are way stronger than me cz w/o u u cn c me BREAK DOWN....n i dun wanna butt in ur biz...jz dat i lt u butt in mine so i tot i could....sry lo....i din noe the sistem doesnt work dat way n nt i wan butt in jz dat u're my best fren i oso wan noe EVERYTH abt u ma....n nt i wan disturb u jz dat i miz u n no time talk bt i oso try nt 2...it's jz hard n different nw....u cant expect me 2 gt used 2 it overnite rite???gv me time....n yea...ppl dun understand me....bt nt i dun understand u....jz dat u dun tel me anyth hw would i understand if u dun say??n i do....i thk abt sooooo many ppl either than me n some1.....of cz i thk abt u as much oso jz dat u dunno dat.....sadly....n u thk i selfish jz cz of dat??nt....its jz u urself dun share den wat 2 talk???i ma say abt me lo....if u dunwan me jz talk abt me den u oso talk la....if nt den dun judge me.... U NOE HU U R OSO_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- so yea....u cn ignore the th above unless u're dat person...IM SURE u noe hu u r....so anw....i'm better last yr i guess....sry if i din update my blog n no guarantees when i'll update againXP....sryXP Love, Jess. |
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Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 12:08 AM
trip 2 jakarta ok,some of u might noe i went 2 jakarta,some of u might nt,bt it doesnt matter cz i'm gonna tell u all abt it...ok,so we went 2 the airport n sit the plane blah,blah,blah...i shared the chicken hotdog v my bro...nice,bt the bread was very hard...den when we reached jakarta,we were waiting for Vichi and her husband nw,Audy 2 pick us up...while waiting i drank a rootbeer float from A&W...XP...den Vichi brought us 2 eat nasi padang,which was like,the best...there was a lt of food,den u choose which 1 u wanna eat...i'll upload the pics nxt time...nw lz...hehe...den we went 2 eat frozen yogurt at tutti fruitti...which we dun hv in penang...walao...soooo nice de...den we went 2 stay at vichi's aunt's house...very nice n big house...i slept on an air bed...it was soooo cool......den vichi took my parentz 4 a msg,bt aunty Suci*vichi's aunt*brought us 2 eat sushi....so nw me n my bro r kindda sick of sushi,cz we ate a lt...dey keep on ask us 2 eat...bt enjoyed la of cz^^the nxt day...Vichi gt married 2 Audy!!!!!!yea!!!they're the happiest coupple i've ever met...i cried on the wedding ceremony...dunno y...den we went 2 check in at a hotel called hotel hyatt...i guess...nice hotel...den we ate at a thai restaurant...it was nice....den my father scolded me...n i was cryin...so i din go shoppin v my parentz...i was in the room...den we met up v Vionita n her bro...den we went 2 vichi's wedding dinner...Vichi n Audy's entering was sooooo grand...they sang "amazing grace" 2gether*awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww*n there was ppl dancing...den...we ate...it was a buffet,n the food was gud!!well,after tat,we went 2 meet up v Yolanda n her family at starbucks*the hotel was connected 2 the mall*...den we took a walk,me,my bro n vionita's bro...bt we din buy anyth cz the place thr was very high class,so very mahal...my legs almost break dwn cz i was wearing high heels,n it was killing me!!anw...the mall was huge...thr r 1000 malls in jakarta...n pg gt less than 10...n the mall thr are all larger than qb or gurney...nw u noe jakarta is a big place....den we gt bc 2 the hotel at abt 12,slept den woke up abt 4.45...y??2 go to the airport...walaueh...sooooo slpy!!bt cant slp n nw 2 lz 2 slp cz wanna use comXP...well,we ate our breakfast in the plane...soooo hungry...so we ate...bt i wasnt quite full yt...haiz...bt nvmla...den we went bc home awhile den went 2 hospital 2 c my ah ma...cz nw she's having some confusion...if u're lucky,i might tel u,if u're nt den...TOO BAD!!hahax....anw..l8ter goin 2 meet up v my aunts...lz blog d...will upload pics soon...cya!!  Love, Jess. |
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Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 8:53 PM
HEYZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!Jess BC LE!!!!!!!! owhkay...long time no post le...haiz...lz 2 type everything,until i saw i din reply sooo many commentz,so i decided 2 revive my blog again...for those tat saw my blog was still the same old same old,sry...ok,i rmb tat time i went 2 rach's hari kantin...was nice^^den i watch a few moviez...like...ice age 3...i watchd 3 times...i thk i din say b4...n i watch up...n watch whr gt ghost...twice...watch v rach n some v some1 else...like...my parentz or frenz...well...rach slpover for the las 2 dayz,bt din go qb...we watched tree in heaven again...til abt 5 smth 6 smth oni slp,den cry cry cry...well...i luv tat show^^LEE WAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!omg...he's hawt!!!!!!well,spent the last few dayz on9-ing the whole day...hahax...i luv whr gt ghost...bt dunno y my dad said he din like it...T^Ti luv it!!nw i start 2 edit my pic in picnik...i noe very noob la,bt jz wan edit a bt nia ma...for those who havent add me in fb....u cn add me^^anw...havent been goin qb a lt nw....hope cn go soon...haiz...i mean 2 skate n stuff...anw...thx Rach Tan fo helpin me v my blog skin^^anw...lz write d...hope i'll post more soon...BB^^ Love, Jess. |
